I love you so bad but I can't tell you because you are already with someone.
That knowledge doesn't stop me wanting you with everything I am. I want you so much it hurts. The worst is at night when I'm all alone in the darkness and I know that somewhere out there your with him.
I'm trying to be happy that you are happy. I'm trying so damn hard but it's too much for me to take sometimes.
It's all I can do just to hold my self together when we are working together but I know that if I were to quit and go somewhere else then I would miss you so bad that I would fall apart.
If I wasn't near you I would lose all my will to do anything. If I have to hurt just to feel something, anything then that's how it has to be.
That being said I hope you know that if you ever need something I will do it. If you ever break up with your boyfriend I will be there right away to wipe away the tears. I wouldn't be jumping to catch you on the rebound but I would want to be there for you.
My sister told me that I deserve to love someone who loves me back but the only one I want is you.
I won't do anything stupid or immature like trying to break you up but I just wanted to say this even if you will never read this.
I love you with all my heart and soul.